When you try your best but you don't succeedWhen you get what you want but not what you needWhen you feel so tired but you can't sleepStuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your faceWhen you lose something you can't replaceWhen you love someone but it goes to wasteCould it be worse?
Lights will guide you homeAnd ignite your bonesAnd I will try to fix you
And high up above or down belowWhen you're too in love to let it goBut if you never try you'll never knowJust what you're worth
Lights will guide you homeAnd ignite your bonesAnd I will try to fix you
Tears stream down your faceWhen you lose something you cannot replaceTears stream down your faceAnd I
Tears stream down your faceI promise you I will learn from my mistakesTears stream down your faceAnd I
Lights will guide you homeAnd ignite your bonesAnd I will try to fix you--Coldplay
Beautiful. 

Being scared is ok sometimes

I'm scared. And I know it. I'm scared of next month, next year, and what it will mean to my life.
But it's also, exciting, I guess. A new year for a new time...where no one can hold me back.

I'm scared to think where I'd be without Christ right now. But I don't have to, cause You are with me.